This little depressed girl.

I'm currently in this phase of life where I feel so sad for myself. I'm living now just so to meet expectations of people and really, living by the day.
Paying to kill myself slowly. Weapon of manslaughter, Studies.

............

Hmm.

What should I say.

I've not blogged for so long, I should have something to say.

But I don't. Nothing. Not a single word.

We'll see how things go.

Till then.

ARGH.

JADED MAX




























Life sucks.

And there goes 2010...

Well, a BIG WELCOME to 2011!!! although the fact that a new year has come has yet set into my brain.
2010 was, er, exciting?
I don't know, Work & Travel sure was fun, but school was horrid.
Another year passed in a boom, all's too fast for me to stop and reflect for a while.
Living now as happily as it is. And it shall remain this way.
2011, you better be nice and good to me. Thank you.

ASSignments

TSK.
Why do our professors look so high upon us all the time?
Do they ever realise that we are human too and giving us assignments so near to exams is basically suicide?
OMG
I wanna die.
.argh.

倪安东《第一课》Anthony Neely, Lesson One

倪安东 《第一课》

I've been listening to a lot of songs recently. A LOT.
But nothing can be as addictive as this one here.
倪安东 (Anthony Neely), an American-Chinese mixed.
First showed the world his amazing singing talent (and cute looks) in singing competition, One Million Stars 〈超级星光大道〉. First person to score a whopping 33 points out of 25 in the singing competition, becoming an overnight sensation.
First album, First Lesson 《第一课》, debuted on 19th Nov 2010.

The first time I saw Neely sing on One Million Stars, I was telling myself how this ang moh will definitely make it even if he sang the most distasteful songs in the music scene, because his selling point is not his vocals, but his looks. One smile is all that it takes to kill. His ability is sing is just an added bonus to that gorgeous face. Call me superficial, well, I am (in this case).
Okay, before judging Neely as a himbo here, I will justify and credit him for this album, unbiased.
Contributing lyrics to two tracks and co-composing melody for one in his first album shows that Neely is not just a sugar-coated candy, but someone with the substance and the ability.
In a terribly KPOP saturated environment we are in now, we really something fresh and different, and Neely fills in nicely.
Being a power-packed newbie in this music scene, Anthony Neely is here to leave an indelible ink, a lasting impact.

Recommended tracks: Sorry That I Loved You, 末日快乐，散场的拥抱，绅士

A great memory.

The Great Escape and Splash water Kingdom, Queensbury, NY. 

Suddenly, I miss this place a lot :(
A place of fun, laughter and joy. A place where my heart misses till it aches.
It was so real, it was so awesome, it was really A GREAT ESCAPE.
Now everything seems so surreal, now everything seems so dead, I wonder what's left there.
Winter is here to visit, people are loving it. Who would remember the happiness that Summer brought?
I will, of course. Because of this, I've learnt that life is more than what it is; there are opportunities out there.
There's still love, fun, happiness and joy out there, anywhere, everywhere.
It's good to have learnt. It's good to remember. It's good that I've been where I've been and done what I've done :)