WHY?
Why is school so dreadful nowadays?
It is belchingly disgusting.
I see no need in attending lectures when everything can be found in the textbook and lecture notes. I attend lectures and end up falling alseep.
I see no point in going for tutorials as well when they are just discussion sessions. What's worse is that the 'discussions' never fail to digress and people will get all excited debating about things almost of no relation to whatever we are supposed to be discussing about.
I stay up late every night into the wee hours of the morning trying to get things done, only to succumb to my weariness and half-heartedness.
I loathe the way things are happening in my life at this moment.
There are too many things to do, and too little time.
Not enough even to let me take a breather.
I need my break, before I break.
I am already crumbling internally, everyone is.
How often we joke that the next sleep we take may very well be our last.
Numbed with the unfeelingness of the settings, concussed by the torments of nothing, anticipating for a little relief, trying to get by with a little help from the music.
Nothing is working, my bed is calling.
My only escape, dream.
Escape from a life that seems more like a nightmare.
This is dreadful, as dreadful as it can be.
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