Okay, 2009 is coming to an end, and maybe I should reflect on what my 2009 has been like.
WOW. Exciting yea.
Hmm. 2009 is really a boomz year for me, done quite a lot of things, many.
Gone in a flash? Definitely.
Like, in January, I was still majoring in Slacking and Wasting Time Away.
Then not long after, I found myself a job and totally found another side of me, the hardworking part.
Then I realised that maybe I should be more apt in machinary, so I went to learn driving. And oh boy did I find another side of me, the no-sense-of-direction-and-extremely-poor-multi-tasker part.
Then I cut my hair short after having long hair for a long long time. Hmm, do I look even older with short hair? I'm trying to grow it long already~
Then, I found myself a place in university, so finally I get a taste of what it is like to be an Undergraduate.
Then, I went to Taiwan, and I found the next-most beautiful country other than Thailand. Of course, I found another side of myself, the having-the-ability-to-eat-a-lot part.
Then, I passed my driving and got my driving license, wow, Edelyn can now DRIVE on the roads, that's just amazing!
Then, I entered university, thinking that it's about the same as JC, then I found another side of myself, the not-very-fond-of school-and-easily homesick part. Well, entering university is not only entering another phase of my life, but also destroying a huge portion of hope I had to having a carefree and enjoyable life. BLEH.
Then, I got a taste of examinations in university, OH MEE GORD, I didn't choose to end my life this way yea? What am I doing?
Then, holidays, I went to Hongkong, another beautiful country that's just a little bit too polluted. Had fun there, and hoped that Singapore would disappear from this Earth so I could stay in Hongkong forever. I too found another side of myself, the hate-to-accept-reality part. Who does?
But 2009 proved me wrong so many shitty times.
I had to accept reality no matter how hard and awful, as I couldn't even stop it from slamming itself onto me. BAM!
And reality has it, the year's ending, and hopefully the shits that came with it will be brought along with it as it goes. *prays hard that 2010 will be somewhat better*
2009 is indeed a year of MIXED FEELINGS. haha. What better words to describe such polarized experiences?
No comments:
Post a Comment